Someone please put a fullstop for this :)

Assalamualaikum  First of all . I had enough for this . I want a solid fullstop for what is happening around me  . Aku tak mahu merapu segala dah . Aku mahu jadi matang . Matured for my age . seventeen . I should be a matured girl now . Najwa , stop thinking about this and that . You have so much thing to do , lha before pikir bend-benda yang tak masuk di akal .
Sometimes, I feel so stupid , bila bukak hikayat aku dekat orang lain . Even my big , confidential secret . Oh My Gosh . saya sudah hilang akal ka ? That's the reason why I write this post . I want to end my childish time . GROWN UP girl . Wake up . 
Assalamualaikum.Muchas Gracias.2.14 a.m . Sunday .